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Wednesday, November 18, 2009


*note. The Gould painting is still week away from completion.

Monday, November 16, 2009


These are the newest additions. The Gould painting should be done next week...I have had problems painting with colors in the past, but I am trying real hard to just draw with the paint and to not overanalyze anything. I also have a test tomorrow, so the day's events shall go like this-study, paint. study, paint, study, eat, paint, etc. Much love.

happy monday, neverland

Saturday, November 7, 2009


So those are a bunch of old and new pictures. What do you like? What would you like to see more of? I like sculpture but don't have the means (except for in class)...I started that little comic thing. Maybe I should do more of that.

for the people I know

I am starting this blog thing for people to get a chance to see some of the stuff I do on a regular basis. No, I am not currently working either, so I should get a varied arrange of responses. I am expecting everything from "stop being a bum and get a job!" to "decide what you want to do already" to "it's raining outside" and hopefully more "you are doing ok!" (though I don't expect it. I am pretty down on myself these days, so this is my attempt to a)give myself something to do and b) post my artwork so people can see I am not a run down nobody at least.
The job search process is worse than you know. People say I am not trying, but I am. I just suck at it and find it hard to relate. Sure I have had jobs before, and I know the meaning of work, it's just that most people do not consider claimstaking a skill. Most people don't even know what Trimble or GPS is, much less can give me any credit for it. In fact MOST people don't even know what a fucking topographic map is, so how can I EVER ask anyone to know what it is like to be above 10,000 feet getting lost on a hill when a storm is moving in. I have stopped trying. I am working on my self esteem. See? I am happy.
In all reality though, I am happy. I feel like I truly live a blessed life. I have Jen, two cats, a dog, two wonderful amazing parents, a sister, and a legion of friends whom I love and trust dearly. Despite the economy and current situations I know of the places I can go. I guess what I mean to say, is that I am trying.
And I just wanted you all to know how much you all mean to me.
That is all for now.